And to prove that, let's take into account the fact this is a make-up blog.
To be honest, I never really bought senioritis as a realistic mental state until I actually became a senior. Something about being free in only a month combined with going out into the world in the fall makes for an incredibly lazy Monty. There is so much I want to do right now, but high school strangles that. I'm still here, but I want to be there.
On a personal note, I've always had an "anywhere but here" complex to some degree. I guess that could be blamed on moving at awkward ages as a kid so I've never really felt truly at home, or my lack of satisfaction teenage angst , but whatever reason, it's present, especially this past month or so. I'm doing my best to combat it, but, like many of my fellow peers, I would rather stare at a wall for several hours than actually do homework.
Last semester of high school just makes for an awkward limbo phase. Most everyone knows their status on whether they will graduate or not, as well as what college/where they will be in the fall. It's just playing the waiting game for the diploma. I'm not sure if I've actually been taught anything in any of my classes recently, either. Well, maybe if I paid attention in math...
So yes, it's a thing.
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